Goaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal!!

If you've ever watched futbol  soccer, you know what I mean. Especially if you watched the world cup and/or ANY of the European or South American leagues. You can always tell what team the announcer supports because when that team scores, you'll know about it. "GOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL!!!" XD  It amazes me how much stamina some of these people have.

And if you're in my house??
 Its still the same. My dad doesn't seem to care if the neighbors think he's crazy. If one of the teams that he loves s  supports scores...X__X
Well he's not any better. I can hear him from upstairs.
"YES!! GOOAAL!"

And if it's at my uncles house and all/most of the family is there???
Its worse.. (usually). I have noisy relatives.  They're at their noisiest when they're watching futbol  soccer.

An overdue introduction?

What do you know about me?
From reading this blog, almost nothing.  Of course, if you know me in person, there are probably still a few things you don't know.  That's mostly because  I always have been, and I probably always will be painfully shy. Its really annoying, actually. 


I guess this is where I tell you even more about myself? 
Well, I'm frightfully insecure, and I have almost zero self confidence. I don't know why, I've been that way for a while.  Aside from that, I'm an extremely sensitive person. Again, I don't know why, but I always have been. I have a tendency to take things to heart (so to speak). Oh! Have a mentioned that I don't know how many times a movie, book or anime has made me cry? Well, it's true, but one things for certain: I couldn't count the number of times such a thing had happened to me on one hand, not even two or three hands. XD Afterwards, I laugh at myself (usually), and I get over it pretty quickly (usually).  It's strange, though, I don't usually cry over things that happen in real life.


Since I'm overly sensitive, frightfully insecure, and painfully shy, you've probably assumed that I'm socially awkward. The truth is, I am. It's always been hard for me to make friends, or rather GOOD friends. 
I can say that of the MAYBE four or five friends I'd made in elementary school I talk to just about none of them. A few I just stopped talking to (not on purpose..it just kinda happened). As for the others? Well, lets just say they aren't the greatest people I've ever met, so I don't talk to them anymore.  


Alright, I'm ready to come out of my emo corner now.
The good thing is that I have really good friends now. They always put up with me, even when I'm sulking in my emo corner. Honestly, no one should have to put up with emo corner!Phoenix. I can be very sulky on occasion. 


While we're on the topic of friends..
They, well,  actually one friend in particular  got me into anime (*cough* Florescka-sama *cough*). I'm not sure if it was her numerous drawings, or her fangirling, either way,  it's her *fault* (I'm using the word "fault" lightly here) that I started watching anime.  




Did someone say Anime?
Oh, anime, how I love thee! Lol. Anime can be deep, anime can be silly, anime can be cute, anime can be full of angst.  Anime can be lots of things, but it is certainly AWESOME! 

^Look at it! It oozes cuteness. ^__^
(Keep scrolling down, for some reason, there is a huge gap.)

Hobbies?
I don't have very many things I consider to be my hobbies. However, my favorite hobby might just be photography.  I love my camera, even if it is naughty sometimes.  I take pictures, a lot of pictures. Mostly, I take pictures of whatever I feel like taking pictures of.  Lately, I've been trying to take a decent picture of the darn corvids (ravens, crows, magpies, ect) that live in my backyard. They always fly away just before I get a good shot. of them. Then, they fly over to the fence and stare at me. It's like they're taunting me. 


My other hobby is writing. The problem is, I've never finished a story before (not counting the ones I've written for school). It's annoying. I get a really good idea, but I have a hard time starting, and shortly after I start, I end up backing myself into a corner. This wouldn't be so bad if I could think of a way to wrap the story up, but I have trouble doing that too.

Maybe I need new hobbies?
I dunno, you tell me. Err, please.


-Phoenix

Welcome to the blogging world, Florescka-sama..

My friend started her own blog today. Its been mere hours since she started and she already has two posts. Better then me, because if you hadn't noticed, I went on hiatus for a while after my first post.


Anyway, I guess no one told her how addictive blogging can be. Its almost as addictive as a good anime or book. ^__^
Almost.  Well,anyway,  so far she 's doing great so far. She truly is an amazing writer.  I   think she may just be a better writer than I am. 


Anyway, I'd like to welcome, and wish good luck to the one and only Florescka-sama.
Everybody smile and wave  to her!(please)


-Phoenix
(p.s I have two followers thanks to Florescka-sama..and errr , my mother.)

Uchiha Sasuke??X__X

Okay, I admit it, I actually have some empathy for, yes a fictional character.

At first, I kinda hated Sasuke. He seemed annoying, and really cold.  Of course, then I found out that his older brother, Itachi, ( who he was really close with) killed their entire family. -__-  I started to have a tiny bit of empathy, because.. well..that's so sad. Especially since he felt a little guilty about it when he shouldn't have. He was maybe six or seven years old. There really wasn't much he could do about it.

Long story short, he leaves all of his friends behind, and becomes a cold, heartless, power hungry monster.  All for revenge.. (which, of course lead me to detest him, again.)

(** Naruto Shippudden spoilers?**)

Then, after he gets revenge by killing Itachi, you'd think he'd be somewhat satisfied, right? Wrong. After he gets his revenge, he learns why Itachi killed so many people. It turned out, that all along Itachi was trying to save him, and the village that they had lived in ( their family was planing a coup d'etat, which probably would have lead to major damage).  Itachi was told that he had to kill his ENTIRE familly, but he kept Sasuke alive anyway.  

So, Sasuke, being..well..Sasuke, he decides that he wants to kill the people that forced Itachi to kill their family.

Getting to the point of this post: I think that Sasuke has been angry at himself the whole time. At first he was mad at himself for not being able to save his family, and later  also for needlessly killing his brother.  Unfortunately, it seems that he hasn't realized this, so he's directed all of his anger at the rest of the world. X__X  On top of being sad, and angry, he just looks so..empty. To be honest, I can't blame him for all of the mistakes hes made, and for being so hateful, angry, and depressed. Especially since he had held in his emotions for so long. ( That did NOT do him any good.)  I can't say that under the same circumstances I'd be any different.  :P
I think I might go cry now

EDIT:  Like I said before, at first he just seemed like a cold , heartless monster.. then he cried. I guess seeing him cry made me realize he still had emotions.
(BTW:this is the first and last time I write at midnight and publish it here without looking it over the next day. >.<)

I have an army now, be afraid. Be VERY afraid!

Queridos Amigos,
(Dear friends)

They say you learn something new every day. Yesterday, I learned that I have many, many, many, many books. NO, really, I have a LOT of books . I have books I probably haven't read since I was 7. That was almost 7 years ago. In fact I filled up an entire garbage bag full of books I don't want anymore, and I think it weighs more then I do. The scary part?  That wasn't even a fifth of the books I have. -__-    I have enough books to start an army with.

Yeah, thats right. If you see a bunch of books marching down the street, you know whos responsable for it. OH! and you can blame me for all the paper cuts you get. Muhahahamuhaha!>:D ,<----that was my evil laugh.

Beware my evil book army!
But what should I do with it first???

(btw:I just crreeped myself out)

Adios!
-Phoenix